~Christina I'm pretty sure you're not the only one. This is just weird. This is new to me. Me unworried about weight gain???, actually willing to take meds??? That's not me!
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IP isn't even a thought right now.

Your husband says he doesn't want that, but does he want you to continue to suffer like this?

He doesn't want me IP for several reasons. One being not wanting to make things worse in the long run. His own selfish reasons and IP even at my worst (and I can get bad) has been venomly rejected. He promised me when we met never ever to hospitalize me. He's asked me once to go IP and that's when I was mixed. EVERYONE (even here) was trying to get me to IP voluntarily. He's regretted ever since, blaming my paranoia of him on him asking me to go IP.

He's unwell also as we both are in NOV - FEB but I have not hit psychosis yet.

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A PRN is for occasional use. It was a PRN as a compromise as "I'll take this instead of the hospital when impulsive or delusional" Even then usually I have to be convinced to take the PRN usually by PC members as my husband doesn't even want the PRN in the house at this point.