thanks - appreciate it. nice to meet you.
This is my first time in constant therapy (day program) and I'm already ready to quit. course, that's my modus operandi... quit and run. Was triggered and irritated again today - same guy teaching as yesterday (god he gets under my skin so bad). Talking about how to be a good patient that recovers vs a bad patient who is contrary.... you can imagine which I am. "It's all about your attitude". I agree to a point... or maybe I'm still too new at this. I got called out by another therapist about my check in sheet - K swapped in at that point to explain.... then we switched places again back in class after we slipped into the bathroom and cried for a while. grief, anger, feeling displaced.
K always thinks these programs will help. She's not all that worldly. Personally, knowing ME as I do, I think we're better off alone. But to get out of the program we have to have a support net set up.
A. I have only one IRL friend.
B. I have no therapist and not sure I want one.
C. I don't give a crap about anything so it is hard to get motivated to do anything.
But the program is shorter now - I only have a month. Rather K only has a month to figure things out. Good luck K.