No fighting tonight. Of course, now that it's not my birthday. Usually I would be bowing down and kissing the ground in thankfulness, but now I'm just a little pissed off. Why couldn't they have restrained from fighting yesterday on my birthday? Nope, they couldn't do that much for me, they had to fight for a straight half hour last night, when I was in my room and struggling to fight the tears on what was going to be my special day. But tonight...utter silence.

EDIT: Also, ****ing people on Experience Project. Really. I just got called retarded for saying that I hate being a virgin and want to lose it fast or else I might just give up completely. This person does not understand the dynamics of depression and loneliness at all. I told her so in a long-winded response. Don't think I'll go back to read her answer, though. It's probably not worth reading anyway, just some shallow airhead who has a great life and doesn't know what it's like to be completely alone. Then this one guy said "Can't tell if you're doable or not unless you give me some pics." Really. Is it so hard to find some UNDERSTANDING in today's world, ****!