Hey Natalie I can PROMISE you that you are definitely not crazy, and definitely not alone in any of this. That is a hard diagnosis to hear. There is a plus side to it though...it now means everything that you've been going through now has a name, and you can now FIGHT IT. With medication, with therapy, support. Whatever works for you. Feel free to PM me any time you want to. I have dealt with/am dealing with a lot of the same things.

Take care! I hope to hear from you soon!