I bounce around between three forums, this being one of them.

I've just been referred to a psychologist who specializes in PTSD trauma, and will continue to see my psychiatrist for bipolar and other issues.

I was told that I had to get my bipolar meds correct and my mind ready before trauma counseling could be effective.

I think it's possible you have a comorbid condition. But I've said it before and I'll say it again, I think you are over medicated. I would run like hell from any pdoc who tried to medicate me that heavily.
Take care.