every night now, long sleep, short sleep, nap, he's there, smirking, condescending, mum laughing, drunk, hands, fingers, laughing at me, even dreams about my dad who never abused me(my abuser was a hypnotist too) did he put these thoughts in my head? he once said to my mum every dad wants to have sex with his daughter. this surely is not true, i know it's not true, but that comment affected me and is reaccurring in dreams.my mum told me my abuser had said this, why would she tell me something like that? i would never tell my daughter anything of the sort, id never get involved with a paedophile though, that's the difference. oh i'm so confused.
jin