I agree with Direction.
And you should talk to your mom, and get a true psychiatric evaluation to arrive a proper DX(s) and/or find out if you you have one or not.
Having a parent(s) that have Bipolar in their family (genes) will increase the chances that their offspring may have some form/level of Bipolar.
Your mom needs to realize it's not a sin, it is a sin if one is denied of psychiatric evaluation and/or treatment, if needed. She may be in denial, which eventually makes matters worse.
The sooner you see a pdoc, and get on treatment, if a DX has been made, the sooner you can get a handle on your life and prevent any unecessary derailing.
If possible, try to explain this to her and the importance of addressing this preventive measure.
You may even want to just start with a psychologist and then go with it from there, don't rely on a GP for this area/field of medicine.
Hope all works out for you.
Take care now,
DE