I don't like to take a shower in my family home because every facility is broken and dirty there. The worst problem is that there is even no warm water directly flowing out of the faucet. If you want a warm bath you need to cook water in the kitchen then move it to the bath room. I don't really want to do that. That's dangerous because the too hot water may scald you if you accidently overthrow it. I had that traumatic experience. So I don't take a shower often in non-summer seasons because the cold shower would freeze my body and make me quiver for hours after shower.
When I lived in the school dorm and rented a house, taking a warm shower every day was a natural thing and never troubled me much. But taking a shower in the family home often frustrates me, especially on cold days. In non-summer seasons I always check the air temperature before a shower to assure the air temperature is not too low for a cold shower. That's one of the reasons why I often feel especially depessed when the cool weather sets in following the summer.
I often crave a public bath room with warm shower. But according to my investigations, only some public universities and research institutes or some beaches have public shower rooms. And my family home is not near any of them.
I really should have not come back to the home. I originally planned not to come back to the broken home after graduation, but eventually due to not being able to find any acceptable job offer outside hometown, I came back. My hometown is in the most high-end city in my country so that I found it of high economical pressure for me to rent a house here unless I have an unusual high salary. Thus I succumbed to the desire of renting a functional house and live in this broken home. And unfortunately I have been mired here for long. I wish to leave it soon.
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