I am moving in 1 month. This is a really, REALLY good thing. But it also means leaving behind the only supports I have in ED recovery and the only people that know about my most recent relapse. I'm anxious, nervous, excited and scared. I have less than 30 days to find a foundation in recovery before leaving an awesome treatment team. And equal parts of me do NOT want to gain back a single pound. No more losing, fine. But does gaining have to occur?