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Originally Posted by HD7970GHZ
Thank you for your replies!
I am so emotional right now. I am lying in bed crying first thing in the morning. This has been getting more intense and will continue.
The first thing I mentioned going into therapy with her is I don't want to get so attached that I cannot function. I get attached quick - but I think for me it is required in order to build a solid trust. I miss her so much. I hate this because I can intellectualize how it seems to her - and to me - but my emotions override it all and I'm just lost in it all. Somehow my logic goes out the window because I truly need that support she can offer.
I just had a thought come up. That I will always be alone and that my friends are not really my friends... I don't know what to think about it all - but it hurts so much... My brother manipulated and stole all my friends when I was younger - and one of these friends is back in town and now all this stuff is happening... I wish I could share more. It's long and layered story.
Thanks,
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Your emotions are like putting on a misty pair of glasses and attempting to read the world around you.
I, like you, can get attached quickly to others. My problem, on the opposite end, is that those that I attach to quickly, I just as quickly repel them so they disappear. You've already recognized that you have attachment issues.
This can be something you can explore in depth with your t.
I think your friends are your friends but through past experiences you're battling to view this from a neutral point of view.
Be well and know that there is a solution.