IndestructibleGirl, oh I'm sorry to hear what you're going through. It was tough for me to read. I hope your appointment goes well and the worst case scenario doesn't happen.

p.s. also please remain strong because you are "indestructible" girl. Because if you let things destroy part of your spirit, then what are you going to do with your name? "Indestructible-but-once-in-a-while-destructible girl"? That's too long of a name and you will not be allowed to use it. So for the sake of forum rules, remain strong, we need you to be the strong one.