I feel sick again. Today is my grandmother's birthday and my mom wants me to go with her to the nursing home. I don't think it matters to her that I'm sick, she is still demanding that I go. Well I'm not. I don't want her to catch this. Apparently this makes me selfish and proves that I don't care about her or my grandmother. Right. I let her borrow my car so she can see her. Yup totally selfish.