Thanks for your post, Sunny. My session is in an hour and a half. My emotions are reeling between being angry at him, realizing what he was trying to do, reading tons of McWillams, highlighting and bookmarking what I want to share with him, and finally, the reality hitting me that in a half-hour, I will no longer be a full-time employee for the next year due to my internship. I'm sort of freaking out about everything right now, about T, about how I am going to pay my bills, about how my life is going to change starting next week. I want to tell him what i need. Or at least tell him what I want. Because he is not necessarily going to be able to give me what I want (be with him every minute, sit in his lap, lol), but it's important to be honest... and hopefully he can modify what I want so at the very least, it's appropriate, lol Sigh. Wow. What a session this is going to be. I am going to give it everything I've got.