I think it fostered a weird fascination with the therapeutic relationship for me. I don't think it caused it, but I found this forum when I had questions about some things and it was like a freaking rabbit hole. I still pop on here, but I don't analyze my relationship with my T as much. So it helped me get through some insecurities. Made me overthink a few things. It's also taught me a few things too (like when we eventually move some red flags to watch out for with Ts).