Nope, nay, net, nein, lo.

Why would I want to be judged again for heaven or hell when I'm already judged for other things in life?

I'm judged for my looks, behavior, skills, education, beliefs especially, and later on, probably my social class.

The fact between heaven and hell:

I mean if I were to go to heaven, would I be any happier than I am on Earth? What makes heaven any greater than what makes us happy on Earth?

Hell? How can it be any worse than it already is on Earth? There are so many ways to be tortured that nothing new would even harm us.

I'll tell you what's hell for me.

-Drinking out of Gatorade bottle that contained draino when I was at the age of 4. (boy was THAT refreshing...)
-Having to go to the hospital afterwards to have my esophagus removed and replaced with a piece of my intestine.
-Following several other procedures to deal with issue of scar tissue preventing me from swallowing any liquids and foods. (couldn't even swallow my own saliva).
-Being bullied because I couldn't fit in with other children as I moved to a different school every year.
-Suffered a fear of needles and hospitals before my last surgery (later helped with therapy).
-Had to deal with my abusive, traumatized mother who took out her anger on me all the time (I moved away from her, and now I am slowly getting closer with her than before).
-Now I'm dealing with mood swings and anxiety (still having to deal with bouts of depression from time to time, now stepping out of my comfort zone and away from low self esteem slowly, taking baby steps, one at a time).

You know what my heaven would be? Living a healthy life, free from worry, fear, doing what I have always dreamed of doing, reaching things that I could achieve.

You know what I want after I die?

I want some rest. Has anyone ever heard of RIP? I would like that. Just a never ending sleep without dreams. I'm tired of working to live, so all I want to do is have a good night's sleep without ever waking up...EVER