I had a couple of days where I was crying, and it had nothing to do with the pain!

I love depression.....NOT!!!!! It just sucks the life-force right out of you, along with any energy or motivation that you might have. I'm now at the "falling asleep in my wheelchair phase". (I didn't know this bloody disease had stages, a numbness stage, an anger stage, a suicide stage, a crying stage, a tiredness stage. You can bounce around all of them like Tigger.) Oh, my e-mails must be a joy to read--not!

I hope they find some answers for you soon, because this disease is no fun.

There is a thing more crippling than cerebral palsy: the prison of your own mind.