One pill a week ???? You know there is no way in hell that your going to be ok on 1 pill a week ... You are not at all thinking clearly.... "stash " Miguel with your family.

You need to listen to your husband and no backing out and hissy fits in the hospital parking lots.. Go IP and get straightened out. Just get Miguel to a safe place , pack a bag and go to the ER.

Reach out for help before your forced into getting it.

Please stay safe