I have some irrational fears, it's like I feel these things are real, I my thoughts don't agree.
I've started to sleep with my door open and I constantly feel like a ghost or something evil is waiting in the hallway. I feel fear, like I'm about to be murdered.
I know it's not real and I don't see anything and I walk around in the dark and don't really turn on any lights cause I don't care, yet I still feel fear.
This is pretty recent, within the last couple years.
I confront the fears yet I still "feel" frightened, but I think in my head I'm not, my body is disagreeing with me.
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This can't be life.
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