Hi there,
I have some habits that I don't know if they are part of my bi-polar 1 delusion stuff, or if perhaps I have some ocd too. I see a psychiatrist on the 21 and will try to ask, but want some of your opinions as well.
Descriptions of:
Delusions, well mine aren't so bad that I am unaware of whats going on, I just will get very caught up in some out of the norm thought or action and get wrapped up in it to the point of not coming down for hours - and later wondering how I got that far out. Like psychic thinking - Oh Hillary Clinton can't win the election unless she has this key piece of knowledge that I can share so I tweet her, or the Dalai Lama needs to know that the chant should be more of ahhhh instead of oooooh and that will help change the world and I know this because the universe is clearly talking to me. Oh, contact the president because today we killed one to many trees and there is less oxegan and I am having trouble breathing.
But, another thing that happens is: repeating song sentences over and over and over - sometimes for hours, sometimes for days - but not being able to stop. Or, cleaning my nose pores - suddenly it is 3 hours later and I have been using pins to micro clean - or the entire body gets it, my hair is cut and I have discovered a new mask of get toothpaste which took off 20 years. Is this obsessive action normal for other bi-polar's?
The psychic stuff, well that might be real - but I have a new med that is helping - for over 20 years on some occasions I couldn't control I get psychic messages about crimes taking place that I have be aware of in order to try to ease the suffering of the victim, or get through to the criminal psychically in order to want to change him. The psychic stuff I think might be real and maybe we are all just highly developed minds that is in the early stages of where humanity will be and we actually are psychic or telekinetic (cloud moving)
Are all these things falling under bi-polar?
Whats your opinions, and share experiences if you like.