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Old Nov 10, 2014, 01:29 PM
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Originally Posted by gayleggg View Post
I'm sorry to hear you are suffering. I gave up cutting years ago but still have thoughts about it now when my emotions get out of control.

I'm not sure I ever realized that I gave myself permission to cut, it was just a thought of I HAVE to escape these feelings, whatever they were.

I wanted to comment on your signature picture. That is so true. People really don't want a true answer, so we lie to make them comfortable.

I hope you find your answers.
Thanks for replying!

What was your final straw for cutting? Were you aware that your last time would indeed be your last time? Was it a personal decision or a forced one?

Also, is it weird that I usually "permit" myself to do it? T has asked me what that is about (the whole, 'ok just do it' moment) and I really don't know - it just is. And always has been like that since the beginning.

And you know, I never thought about it from the lying stand point (in regqrds to my signature). Thats a profound and highly accurate thought!
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