I know! It's crazy. I guess for a long time I just didn't notice the clutter. I was in such an unsettled state, thinking I'd just be moving again anyway so there was no point in fixing the place up, plus I had no concept of how much I really needed to get rid of. Actually I would like to move because there's no laundry in this place and the stairs are very hard for me. But even if I do move this stuff now has to be gotten rid of. Part of me wants to dump all the cartons in the kitchen and other spots because I haven't opened them in over two years. But I have some dishes I think and other things... I just don't know. Maybe dumping it all is the way to go. But I need help carrying it all out, I can't do it.