Part of me felt that way, too. I actually hate where I live because I despise my neighbors & I'm just unhappy with the house itself. So I just didn't really care what the house looked like, because I hated it anyway. What was the point of fixing it up & trying to make it look nice if I was still going to hate it? I want to move away NOW but as usual, it's a matter of money, & I don't have any at the moment, LOL. Next year I can start saving money up for that goal. So this year, I need to get rid of whatever needs to be gotten rid of, & start preparing for when I move. I don't want to wait until the last minute to do it. It will be stressful enough, I'm sure. & we have way more stuff than 2 people should, so I know we have A LOT to get rid of. Seems like no matter how much we do get rid of, we always have more. But it needs to be done.