I got upset at how my sister reacts and treats me. She treats me like I'm 5 and can't do anything right. It's not a good environment to live in and last night was over the top. I... couldn't sleep because I was wanting to do something. I thought about leaving... the apartment or rather anywhere. I think of how she feels often... but it's not returned. I wish the contract was up sooner so I could leave. I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on to before blowing up and storming out. (Anger was never really an issue until my sister took on some qualities that tick me off and remind me of her abusive ex.) Today, I'm not sure I want to even hang on. Just want.....