Saw pdoc today. She wanted to put me on something that will snap me out of this depression fast. She first wanted to use abilify, but I decided lithium instead and she agreed it would work similarily. Even though the side effects, lithium has been around so long and it worked for my mood 20 years ago.

I was supposed to work tonight waiting tables and could find no one to work for me but there was no way I can work right now. My sister in law works there and at first said no so I begged. I don't want her to know what is going on so I was vague- she just knows it's some kind of emergency.