Thanks guys.

I do understand that I was selfish and put myself first. The deal with the form was that I wouldn't be home for at least an hour and didn't want to hold her up. She was willing to wait, but I was impatient because the form was important to me.
I can see how she thinks about my mistake and notices I'm self centered on occasion. My "me first" attitude put a strain on things. It is my greatest hope that her an I can move past this. Any more advice would really be appreciated.