I just took the sanity quiz and I got reall high score for BPD. I didn't know what it was so I went and checked it out. Come to find out I have LOTS of the symptoms for BPD, the most dominating of which is an unrealistic fear of rejection. I always feel so guilty for making my dad leave me and I have the worst time making friends because when I do I try my best not to make them mad. Whne they do get mad at me I get equally frustrated because they are not accepting me and are mad at me.

So basically I'm mad at them for being mad at me