It's okay, Dream. It's ok. I didn't tell my T about my self-harm until awhile into seeing him. I still have a difficult time telling him.

Why do you feel pathetic?

You know, if you only see your T once per month, sometimes a lot of stuff gets "filtered out." I'm sure you have a lot to talk about.... and if the unconscious isn't ready to let something out.... well, then it won't.

The fact that the information came out at the end is not a coincidence... it's a way of saying... now I'm going to tell you something detrimental at the end because I don't want you to leave me.

And that's okay.

You take care of yourself.