I suggested you see a psychiatrist because the OP raised the suspicion of paranoia, which is a psychiatric concern. I suggested that in case you were a young adult. The subsequent post from you did not state your age, but made it appear that you are a teen. If you are a teen, then the thoughts and ideas you verbalize are explainable by age-appropriate adolescent rebellion. If you are past the adolescent stage, then there is a concern that your thinking might be paranoid.