CSA has never been a topic I could disclose easily, me an T worked on one a little before my trip out west... it was the safest one.. because he went to jail and it was only for a year that it happened to me.... but I first wrote it down, did the best I could to read it to her, but cried and cried through the whole thing and don't remember much more... but then other stuff came up and I couldn't work on it anymore for a while.....
Then when I was ready to trust her and open up to her about what started all the dissociation and problems... I did homework, wrote it down and then made a mess of it.. now I don't remember it.. I know it is all in a book.. I was ready to read it to her.....
It sounds like maybe I have the wrong T after all the kindness and compassion your T's have shown you..... I have lots of decisions to make this week..

I am so glad you all had T's that were trustworthy and able to help you with disclosure of CSA in a kind and compassionate way... you are very lucky.