Literally and physically?

The guy heading up my group asked me after the first night if I had a safe place(I had shared my sui thoughts and attempts). I told him I go to my buddy's place and fall asleep on the sofa if I need to be safe. And my buddy sits up all night drinking, playing video games, and watching movies on the other sofa. And this is what I said to the T, "So I have a drunk guardian angel watching over me all night." And that's weird, but true.