I don't know if it's my meds or just my circumstances or am going through a depressive phase but I can't shake this numb blank feeling. Like nothing matters. If anyone has advice for me that would be greatly appreciated. I've had two manic episodes and now I guess I'm in the depressive phase, but I'm wondering how much my medication is helping or hurting me. I'm taking depakote, trazadone, respiradone and hydroxyzine.