Hello, I want to thank those who have replied to some of the post I have written since i joined this forum. it has helped me a lot to be able to write my feeling and worries. I'm going back to work tomorrow afternoon and I'm a bit nervous.
Tonight I'm realizing that during the time I was off work lots of stuff accumulated, things I just could not do. Tonight I can,t help telling myself, you should of done a little more because you'll have even less time to do all these things. I know it,s one day at a time, but still for me, sometimes I just wish I had more hours in a day. I also know that if I don't want to fall again I must keep working on myself and to follow a lots of good advice..it will be hard. I also know and am afraid that slowly I'll start to forget about having my limits, people will see me how they like me to be and it will be hard to say no. I've got so much to do at home, for my family and will have to learn to delegate. I hope no one at work gets nasty with me, that I don't get any comment that make me feel bad. I hope that my family realizes that I'm still so very fragile, that I need them..but that I know that they are also overwhelmed and also in need of me being there for them. I hope I find the courage to ask for help with stuff concerning my aging mother without feeling guilty and making her sad or confused...ahhhh Anyways, I hope I don't loose my password to this website and that I still take the time to come around because I like reading, sometimes answering . Thank you for the support. I may not have the time to come so often but I'll try to take the time ..know if I could only figure out how to add this site to my favorites..add it but since Iinstalled the new iOS update I'm not certain how to do this..ah will figure it out eventually, will also figure out how I can see who answers post without having to go back and back and back...lollll well good night all and take care.