Again, thank you so much everyone for all the warmth and concern and advice I have been given. This is just a little update: I've been scheduled to see my pdoc tomorrow morning, and he said that I'm going to be started on something new, so *fingers crossed* that things will be a little more stable (maybe not initially, haha we all know how that goes.) But. It is a step in the right direction, and I am thankful that I have the support and resources I do.

Take care everyone! Hope you've had a good day/night.