I am now having anxiety about an impulse I had today. I think the impulsiveness has to do with my ADHD. A few days ago I considered what I might get my husband for christmas, even though it's way early, not even thanksgiving! So I came up with it, and in case he is reading here, I don't want to mention what it is. But it is over $150. I had been saving up the money but I wasn't sure what to spend it on till now. I bought it on amazon tonight. Now I am scared it was a bad decision? So I am having anxiety that I made a mistake or something. But I still believe it's what I wanted to do. Now I'm having an irrational fear that I'm going broke. That I won't have enough money to get through the month. I say it's irrational cause I have done the math and I think I do have the money to get by till December. After all, the money I used was from my savings account. I just have this horrible feeling in my throat and chest and stomach and it won't go away! aaahhhhhhhh!