I have panic disorder. If I could get enough weed to last me the month for free like I do my 4, 2mg Xanax a day, I would do so in a heart beat. Medium and up calms me more than my Xanax. I started out on editables. Brownies. You can use low grade (here it's like $25) for editables. One or two of them is perfect. I use the personal size mix because it's less to eat but more potent per brownie. They will last you a while.