I don't hate you. I think you're cool for speaking up. You've actually given voice to how I've felt, trying to reach out, connect, blah blah blah, y'know, all the stuff you're supposed to do. I've been through a variety of searches tonight, as I am feeling most desperate and all I get are dead threads, trite refrains, and come to Jesus rants. Oh yeah, and the " we know your life is a waste but don't get too dirty about it." Way to stigmatize. (shakes fist) I get it. I hope you know it's not you. I also hope you feel better.