thank you guys. I appreciate the feedback! we have talked about it, he always says to trust him. which I do, it's other girls I don't trust. we have been thru ALOT of things within the past year & honestly, surprised he's still here. he says me he wants me to tell him when something is bothering me, so I been writing things down & showing him. he's been helping me. he does text me alot of the day, tells me he loves me & whatnot. I'm just not sure why I'm thinking like this, my heart says he wouldn't hurt me, but my head is filed. lol