So today I had a review with the doctor, these have been scheduled weekly since I came out of hospital last.... :/ it was a different doctor today, as my usual one was away on holiday.

We went through all the questions, and I gave all the best answers that I could to try to make him understand. At the end of the session (which only lasted 10 mins opposed to the usual hour and a half) he appologised to me for not reading my notes, and then proceeded to tell me how he thought I was lying and that there was nothing wrong with me and that I was discharged from all services.

I feel worse than I've felt in a long time at the moment, and now I feel abandoned aswell...

I don't know what to do anymore


(Ps sorry if it seems I'm posting a lot atm, you can all tell me to get lost if you want!!)