And tonight I sink into the bliss of the past that haunts me.
The shadows lurk at every corner waiting to grab me from behind. And my stomach swims in the muck of the unknown.

This one thing can drag me into major depression mode faster than anything else, and tonight, I'm slipping. I need encouragement, and I need to be reminded that this will not last forever.
My friends, I need...support. And a reminder that not all men have malicious intentions.

People just don't underatand why some days I'm ok, and other days I just can't control this.