I had the day off today. This morning before getting out of bed I had some dreadful feelings. Just thinking about the future and stuff I have lined up that I have to do that I dread.

I did my laundry just after getting out of bed. There is a laundry room in the little building that I live at. It's nice and convenient for me. Met a nice guy to talk to, and that helped. But a half hour later after starting the wash, I had a problem with one of the washers (I used two) as it was very slow to complete the cycle. After a long wait, I was able to get my clothes out. I thought that my clothes would stay locked in it.

After breakfast and taking care of the laundry, I went to visit my friend. I had a very nice time even though we didn't do anything. Just talked, and that was all I needed. Especially with the way that I was feeling. He has accepted my feelings with depression and anxiety. But he still does not understand how it feels. Well, that's much better than having him throw me out of his life like others would do.