Thanks y'all. I'm in TX. I will see what catholic charities has available here. Every time I was asked I told the intake person I didn't want to talk about it. The pDoc for the county was the only one that wouldn't leave it at that. He spoke of PTSD and my dreams and all sorts of stuff. Honestly I've never dealt with any of it but it's looking different after all this and now that I'm now my 1st abuser's age and my niece is the age I was when the original stuff happened. It's a mind **** at the moment. Thanks for listening and for your advice.