Who here has a parent that is bipolar AND that parent damaged them on a fundamental level because of it? Well I just realized tonight I am becoming my mother. The details don't matter just suffice it to say that I destroyed a person on the phone. Brought a bazooka to a knife fight and just decimated them emotionally. There's just so many little things I just realized. ICK feel the need to go bash my head into a wall until I forget this.

Now I have a phone call to make and a profound apology to make double ick