I have gone through intake for a severe depressive episode with two different organization in the last three weeks and asked if I've been sexually abused like 8 times. I have and I didn't think it was an issue anymore until being asked so many times. Now my head is about to explode. Worse is that what I'm understanding is that childhood sexual abuse increases the likelihood of mental illness.

I'm so messed up about this. I quit my job and don't have insurance and don't have a counselor anymore. Has anyone been through this or know some resources?

I don't know if this is an OK post here. I'm soooo embarrassed but I'm hoping maybe someone here can help me figure out what to do. I did post a bit in the survivors of abuse forum, but oddly I feel more comfortable here.