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Originally Posted by SDarbo
You are in a situation.
Regarding pregnancy turning her into everything you don't want to be with, pregnancy is a profound situation biologically and effects nearly everything. Its not a permanent situation.
Regarding some other things you've said it sounds almost like you want to act in a way that is callous and self indulgent without any one else forming the opinion that you are callous and self indulgent. You need to do what you need to do. Other people's opinions don't really matter. What is your own opinion about your desires and plans? That is what matters.
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No pregnancy ****ed her up because she's transgender. I thought pregnancy would make her more maternal and more in touch with her female side. Not like that was even needed she was fine before she got pregnant. It's just pregnancy kind of brushed up things I really didn't even know too well about her.
It's probably permanent damage and I don't think she'll accept our child for that reason. And that's why our relationship is a mess she's cruel depressed won't have sex because she's too insecure about her own body and constantly complains and says she can't live "this way".
IM not being callous I've dealt with a lot as it is and I don't really feel dealing with her problems is worth it I rather spend time with my boyfriend and be bored all day then live with her crazy ***. There's no pleasure and it doesn't seem like it's going to get better.
It's just people judge without knowing anything about a situation. And she'll tell her family and friend then my friend will know and then people at work will know and I don't really feel I deserve to look like the bad guy. When a lot of people wouldn't go through half the **** that I've gone through with her.