I had the same fears as you. Still do. Had one inpatient stay, and that was enough for me. And after awhile, I was afraid to tell anyone about anything I did, for fear that the hospital suggestion would come up again. Just remember, not being honest with your therapist will not be beneficial in your treatment. Allow your new therapist to get to know you. As much as you need to trust your therapist, your therapist needs to earn some trust in you too.