Thank you everyone so much for your warmth, kindness and advise. I have been researching everything, learning a lot, and although I am more frightened than I had been, I understand what is going on now. I never wanted it to be true, but it is, and I have to accept that.

I will definitely take everyone's advise. My little girl (my sweet dog) and I will take care of each other.

HUGZ to you all.