I didn't want to talk about it with him, 'cause i knew it would make him deeply sad and i knew that he didn't want to hurt me or make me feel bad. But i talked to him about it finally and he tried to be supportive. But i'm still angry and i don't know why. I thought if i tell him about my feelings, i could fine some closure, but it all seems so hard, i can't think of our first months together and don't feel sad. what should i do to let go of anger and sadness?