I've posted about my relationship problems before, and honestly, things have gotten better. He's trying to be more loving and affectionate, and we've even had sex (woo hoo!). He's a great guy, and I love him deeply.

My vent is that he doesn't want to marry me, and it makes me feel like I'm not good enough for him. He says his last marriage was so bad that he can't do it again.

We've been together two years, living together one, and for the most part it's been really good. He says he trusts me completely, but he just can't marry me.

Someone suggested a commitment ceremony, which is a nice idea, but I don't think he'd go for it.

I'd really like to get married again--eventually. A long engagement is fine with me, but I want to work towards marriage. It's important to me in a very deep way.

My T agrees that if I had another place to live, I would be best off ending this relationship, since it's not going anywhere. Unfortunately, I have no place to go. I wish I knew how to deal with these feelings so the desire to marry again wouldn't plague me like this.

Sigh. Thanks for listening to me vent!

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