I have talked before about this but will briefly do so again. I just was forced to leave a forum that was filled with friends and that gave me a sense of safety all day. Something strange happened. It was like out of mean girls only much much worse and I got scapegoated badly. Very very primitive. Witch hunt. People tell me well you are better off here. Like it is all over and done with. It is not! I feel lost. I don't know anybody here. I feel betrayed and am still reeling from such a sudden outpouring of irrational hatred. Hurt and lost. I can' t trust anyone. I am scared and truly all alone now. I am scrambling to make enough money at this piddly job I managed to get. When I had that support group I felt empowered. I felt I had people in my corner. Now I just feel sad, angry, confused, and shocked. I just want someone to understand how sad, alone, confused, and afraid I am. I am all alone again. Yes there are people on here. But none of you are people I yet know. It is a very bad time for me. And ALL because of some strange weird witch hunt that I will never understand. Those things have lives of their own and I guess are not really meant to be understood. But it is so hurtful when even your friends take part. Suddenly you have no good qualities but ALL BAD--all exaggerated bad!! Horrible experience.