today i feel like ive been banging my head against a brick wall its strange but i dont think my family hear me, living in a house with so many other people even though they are my family is hard, four under 22 my self and hubby to start with all the hormones flowing from the teenagers and then mine and hubbys depression and then two of my children have medical issues, sometimes when one person is upset everybody ends upset and the mood here at the moment is a bit dark and i cant see the light, i keep telling myself there is people out there worse of than me but it doesnt seem to be helping at the moment